Space and Time
I'm trying to wean myself off the internet. Specifically off Bluelight. I've come to realise what some of the other regulars already have - that, while it's a fascinating place, in the end it limits your social interaction with real people.
No, that's unfair. I've made some good friends off there, and even met some of them IRL. But I need to interact more with the people around me. When enough people start saying that, there's probably some truth in it. I'm also trying to make it easier to deal with being apart from Cory. I'm essentially trying to get over her by slowly absenting myself. Probably not the best strategy. I know that a sharp clean break is preferable. But I can't do that. At the same time, I can't stop thinking about her. So what to do? Keep hoping against hope? At the moment that looks like the only game in town.
It's taking a lot of will to avoid BL right now though. The URL's there, in my history, and it would be so easily to click click through and I'm there. But I can't keep living my life dependent on people that I only interact with electronically.
Bleh. [/moan].
Today is hardly worth talking about. It rains like hell in Wellington, and I clear more junk off my desk. By dumping it on someone else's, in their absence. I also manage some good answers to reference questions, and half convince my new boss of the value of the software package we're using (which I'm basically one of the NZ experts on, seeing as it's so new here).
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