Feeling better
Hmmm.
Sometimes when you feel like you've gone right to the bottom, things turn around. Well, maybe they haven't turned around, but I feel better, anyway. It's strange, and frustrating, that the way I feel inside bears very little relation to what is actually happening outside me. That when things were going relatively well, I felt down, and now, when they're looking a lot worse, objectively, I feel OK. Time will tell. But I'm back to the point of looking on the up side, of wanting to try to make positive changes in my life. Which is a lot better than where I've been for the past few weeks.
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