Fear of phone calls
Funny how lingering paranoia can make even the simplest things seem scary. I spent most of last night worrying about two phone calls I was going to receive today. One work-related, one personal. The work one was worrying me because (I guess) I was afraid of causing something to go wrong. Of course, nothing went wrong, it was a perfectly routine discussion with a supplier, but I still worried. Something to work on, I guess.
I think that worry generalised itself, because Cory was due to call me as well, and I was incredibly nervous about that. Notwithstanding that we'd spoken on AIM for about 1 1/2 hours the night before. Of course, that went well too. I wish I was in Philadelphia now. But I'll find a way.
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