Working for the man
It isn't all bad though. Work is going well. They're pleased with what I'm doing, and they're a good bunch of people to work with. It's a very, very different environment to where I was previously - the whole culture is different. A lot more professional, I think. Not that the old place wasn't - just in a different way. And much more individualistic, based around whatever ideas people had, rather than around process and peer-review. Or so it seemed.
Anyway, it's nice for me to have people actually paying attention to what I do, and liking it (as opposed to people having no idea what I was doing, but thinking that they liked it). Again, though, I can't quite shake off a sense that I'm
really doing something wrong, deep down, and that sooner or later I'll be found out.
Oh well. I'm sure this will pass somehow.
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